“For I am like the wind

You have no idea from

which i come

or where I will go”

I sugguest poeple to watch

‘One Night with the King’

great movie!!

You love can be and love can fade but love is love and it will find you again and again even when your all alone. For your heart will stay with only one yyour mind will choose another. You will always end up with that one that your heart wants not the one your mind wants.

A big voice rang out from my heart and said…. 

“I have my friends and I have my family.

But when do I get to have you my love…

in my life for now until the end?

Have I met you yet or Have we yet to speak?”

I have come to find that I am strong but weak.

 I have a heart that is fragile and much protected.

For when one hurts me I begin to break.

The walls build up and the masks does not

hide everything but most.

For when I am hurt I turn away and for when

 others cry I show no mercy of regret only

that of pity for pain.

Strong and weak.

Two for one that is never ending.

Sometimes break ups are messy. Sometimes breakups are easy, but this one…this one was different. This break up was some where in the middle. There is no hurting but there is indeed a thought of what now…? What if? Break ups are break ups and the questions can no longer be answered.

I want to run and hide.

I want the world to know I’m strong.

How can I be both when I feel so confused?

My life is still going forward…

I’m walking on

I’m playing everything by hearsay….

Everything is falling

Everything is breaking

Everything is hurting but I’m still here

 Still strong

 Still going to run and hide and want to be the strongest

 I can be for every one

I know so they don’t worry

So they don’t nose

 Everything is going to be alright in the end

Alright from the start

The middle was the part that got me stuck

That had me worried then again

 I don’t really remember it much

 To many tears

To many shouts

Too many thoughts all in one.

I found this in one of my notebooks for class today made me sad and made me happy. Thought I would share. Sorry for it has no title.

“For god has given me the ability the rest is up to me, Believe…Believe…Believe”

-Billy Mills Olympic runner (10K) 1964

I will live by this quote in my running career for I have the ability and I will believe in my coach, my team and myself.

“I run because it’s my passion, and not just a sport. Every time I walk out the door, I know why I’m going where I’m going and I’m already focused on that special place where I find my peace and solitude. Running, to me, is more than just a physical exercise. It’s a consistent reward for victory!”

-Sasha Azevedo

For running is relaxing and always helpful in stress and it’s my life I have lived with running for to many years to stop running. I will continue to run it is part of me it is part of my life and it is part of my routine.

I came on to this site knowing some my friends are here. I understand the world somewhat and I know that we cant always talk. I hope they read this and know I thinking of them. I dont want them to forget that they have friends from afar.